“Quit a job, leave someone, throw something away. To a woman like me, abandoning something was almost instinctive, as easy as the flip of a hand. Drift from one goal to another, push oneself to the limit, and keep moving.”— Wei Hui, Shanghai Baby (via quote-book)
34935.) I'm scared that I'll end up forced in to someone just because they're in to me. I'm scared that all the movies I've watched and the books I've read have set me up to believe in something that isn't real. I'm scared I'll waste my life searching for something I won't find.
I don’t want someone thats going to give up on me so easily. I’m difficult as shit, i get mad at little things. I get jealous, i need attention. People always assume i’m this way when they see me, and then they see how i really am, and they run away. I’m stubborn, yes, i don’t know why i am this way, but this is me. And i need someone that can handle that.
&& when i finally have someone ; i push them away. who understands me? Not ME!
What if, mirrors aren't just our reflections, but actually ourselves, but living a different life. What if it only stops & looks the same when you look at it, but as soon as you look away, your own different lives continue?