Soo I just drove my dads car for the first time ! Chavitaa , ilse && Jackie were in the car && haha I took it all the way to albertsons , to ilses casa && chava took it away from me after cuhs I was gunna hit a white car && hella I got on the side walk but aside from that I did well I think ? Ohh shit I drove by a copp && didn’t get stopped , I’m a thugg ((: but anyways I’m excited ! I need some practice but I got this !
While talking to Chavitaa , I realized that a day without my mom would be he'll .
Like really think about a day without your mom ? A day where you find out she will never be backk ? Never to serve you the food she made , never to take you out , never to joke around with you . One day where you find out you will never hold her again ! Talking about it makes me be like dayyuummmmm how does anybody do it ? How does Chavitaa do it ?
Bcuhs thinking about it brought tears to my eyes , hella ! Awh I Love my mom nooo matter what !
There's a girl walking in these shoes and she knows that everything she's got is all she's got to lose. There's a dream right behind these eyes and she finds a reason to be strong. With every tear she dries, trying hard to fight the way things are so she leaves her world behind. When the sound of doubt is turned up so loud, she turns the music up inside. And this girl's seen a lot of pain, but this girl's gonna smile again.
isn’t clingy because she cares . Isn’t psycho because she wants to know who your with . Isn’t doubtful because she fears losing you . Isn’t insecure because she thinks another girl isn’t pretty. She isn’t boring because you don’t see her dolled up anymore , she just feels comfortable . Don’t blame her if she doesn’t call you all the time , she doesn’t want you to think she’s crazy . She just wants you to have some space . When you ask your girlfriend if you can do something and she says yes , it doesn’t always mean sure , go ahead . Yes she trusts you , she just doesn’t always trust the people around you . She’s not territorial . She’s not controlling . She just likes you , wants you to stay , and is just being the normal , caring , loving , will-do-anything type of girlfriend she is . So don’t break promises , even though we know you will . So don’t ignore her , even though we know sometimes you do . Don’t take advantage of her kindness , even though you already have . & Don’t hurt her . Us girls don’t ask for much , just a moment of your time , a hand to hold , shoulder to cry on, & ears that will actually listen . We don’t expect you to be perfect because we already think your perfect for us . Your imperfections just make us love you more and more . So don’t hurt her , because she dropped her guard for you . Your girlF loves you <3
Relationships are hard to explain and even harder to understand . Yes sometimes you want advice , but remember no one knows more about Your relationship , thoughts && feelings better than yourself . Listen to your voice before you listen to others .
What is there to do , when your heart dropss to the floor bcuhs of something someone tells you . How do you face reality ? How do you tell your heart what to do ? How do you control your heart ? How can you trust when I've been dissapointed before ? How do you do it ?
Cause i know i was so blessed to find you
I’ma show and prove do my best to please you
Pull you together when you feel that you’re about to fall apart
make up for the lovin that i never gave before
You’re the only thing that makes sense in my life
If we fight i’m gonna make it all right
You should know that i’m in love with you ain’t ever gonna leave
don’t want no one else but you cause you’re my everything
this is funny cus im pretty sure the only ppl caring about this is brian or mariela cus everybody knows you dont give a fuck.
haha i dont care , but they just trynna push my buttons until i say something to make a bigg ass drama about it haha but theyy dumbb and idkk why they would care cuhs it sure dont sound like its either of them, soo let it be known idgaf .
My parents don't even know the real me. They don't know how many tears I've cried. How many nights I spent waiting for a call. How many times I've been hurt by some stupid boy. They don't know that their "little princess" has grown up.
wtfuck niggahs stop hating and asking questions bout this fuckin "brayn" guy isnt his name brian? shit niggah you needa spelling lessons or wuht, shes obviously not going out wiht him so she DOESNT like him, shit i bet hes the one that likes her!
SUree ! i bet you are ! come on sweetie we all know your mad ! and shess way more pretiier then you and shes legit
haha honeyyy yess im soo jealous of her especiallyy lmfao , pshh okayyy if ya sayy soo then your right cuhs ofcorse everything youu say is right haha && anyways why do you care mind your own buisness cuhs i really DGAF ((:
Do You still like brayn ?
I Heard your trying to break that girl mariela and him up to get him back! stupid bitch !
OMG how did you find out ?!
Yess I am ; muaha my plan is to get pregnant by him so I can keep him forever && ever ! I’m also gunna make a Vudu doll bcuhs I can’t live without him && all I ever do is think of ways to break them up bcuhs I have NO life ((:
Haha SIKKEEEEEE ! fucc no I got my Own && I love Himm <3 && don’t care bout nobody else !
Was tried to go to school but it alright. Need to make up my grades before Friday. Had a deep as convo about life w/babygirl brenda was the best<3 came home to something that was still here. FUCK. Ugh w/e same old shit.
haha ohh Yesss veryy deep ! But member you dont need anyone to be happy, you be happy on your own . Your a great person sooo smile bcuhs you are Lovedd <3
When I first met you, I never would've imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you. I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentioned your name. When I first met you I never would've thought that I would love you as much as I do.