I envy the teens that have parents that let them date.
April 2010
"you know you love him when you can't stay mad at him for long. you try to, yet you fail at it"
OMG (:
Soo I just drove my dads car for the first time ! Chavitaa , ilse && Jackie were in the car && haha I took it all the way to albertsons , to ilses casa && chava took it away from me after cuhs I was gunna hit a white car && hella I got on the side walk but aside from that I did well I think ? Ohh shit I drove by a copp && didn’t get stopped , I’m a thugg ((: but anyways I’m excited ! I need some practice but I got this !
CST's can succ it !
Ugh :|
1169 <3
I love youu ! && I think the time spent together was absolutly worth me lying ((:
While talking to Chavitaa , I realized that a day without my mom would be he'll .
Like really think about a day without your mom ? A day where you find out she will never be backk ? Never to serve you the food she made , never to take you out , never to joke around with you . One day where you find out you will never hold her again ! Talking about it makes me be like dayyuummmmm how does anybody do it ? How does Chavitaa do it ? Bcuhs thinking about it brought tears to my eyes , hella ! Awh I Love my mom nooo matter what !
There's a girl walking in these shoes and she knows that everything she's got is all she's got to lose. There's a dream right behind these eyes and she finds a reason to be strong. With every tear she dries, trying hard to fight the way things are so she leaves her world behind. When the sound of doubt is turned up so loud, she turns the music up inside. And this girl's seen a lot of pain, but this girl's gonna smile again.
Your girlfriend
isn’t clingy because she cares . Isn’t psycho because she wants to know who your with . Isn’t doubtful because she fears losing you . Isn’t insecure because she thinks another girl isn’t pretty. She isn’t boring because you don’t see her dolled up anymore , she just feels comfortable . Don’t blame her if she doesn’t call you all the time , she doesn’t want you to think she’s crazy . She just wants you to have some space . When you ask your girlfriend if you can do something and she says yes , it doesn’t always mean sure , go ahead . Yes she trusts you , she just doesn’t always trust the people around you . She’s not territorial . She’s not controlling . She just likes you , wants you to stay , and is just being the normal , caring , loving , will-do-anything type of girlfriend she is . So don’t break promises , even though we know you will . So don’t ignore her , even though we know sometimes you do . Don’t take advantage of her kindness , even though you already have . & Don’t hurt her . Us girls don’t ask for much , just a moment of your time , a hand to hold , shoulder to cry on, & ears that will actually listen . We don’t expect you to be perfect because we already think your perfect for us . Your imperfections just make us love you more and more . So don’t hurt her , because she dropped her guard for you . Your girlF loves you <3
You can always say sorry, but the real apology is when you hear the sadness in their voice and see the look in their eyes. And you realize that they have hurt themselves just as much.
Forgive but don't forget , girl keep your head up ((:
Tupac <3
Note to self #9
Relationships are hard to explain and even harder to understand . Yes sometimes you want advice , but remember no one knows more about Your relationship , thoughts && feelings better than yourself . Listen to your voice before you listen to others .
Speeding .
- but if my time is up, let me know right now, I will find a way, to go hard again, so I’m speeding , speeding
Songg of the week <3
Note to self #8
If you really want it && love it , you’ll make it work ! <3
Note to self #7
Don’t let your thoughts roll , find out the truth before you make conclusions !
What is there to do , when your heart dropss to the floor bcuhs of something someone tells you . How do you face reality ? How do you tell your heart what to do ? How do you control your heart ? How can you trust when I've been dissapointed before ? How do you do it ?
Howwww ?! :(
