-Everyone says that LOVE hurts , but thats not true . Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts . Losing someone hurts . Everyone confuses these things with Love , but in reality LOVE is the only thing in the world that covers up all the pain && makes us feel wonderful again .
This weekend && todayy really made me realize a couple of thingss .
First : My idgaF attitude . it gets me into lots of trouble because even tho sometimes i do care my idgaf attitude starts kiccin in && im like fucc it ! but theres certain situations that i need to “man” up && face with a better more positive attitude .
Second : My pride . It succs when i want to say somethin really bad && dont because my Pride wont let me. its hard when my head tells me one thing && my heart tells me a whole different story . Maybe ive been listening to my head(pride) for wayy too Long ! its hard to change my ways but i feel as if at this moment in Time its necessary . && its time to Grow && Listen to my Heart .
Third: Im Fuccin up . Soo many people have such high expectations for me . && before i would do good for them ; but i realized now im not doing good for them or me . im fuccin up period . && i know i can do SOOOO much more && i know im capable of it . its just that lately ive been idknoww Lazyy && hardheaded .
Fourth: I need a Job . i worked for a year & man it felt good not to depend on my parents && be able to buy whatever i wanted whenever i wanted without anyone askin me why . Now i have to ask for moneyy && its soo gay . i got so used to bein somewhat independent that now i feel idknow like im missing that freedom.
Fifth : I NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I WANT FROM LIFE ; WHAT I WANT FOR MYSELF ; && WHAT I NEED FOR THE FUTUREE [:
Oh yeah baby You got to make your mind up Yeah, Kut Klose, hear me out
1-You know you are my lover You got me twisted over you I know I got what you need So what you wanna do
Baby, baby I know Baby I love you so But you don’t feel like I do Tell me what can I do
2-But I gotta be strong You did me wrong When I thought that we were really down So you say you want me Make up your mind Cuz I’m not gonna be here for long
Baby, baby in time Baby I know you’ll find That what you needed was here And think about it my dear (rpt 2, 1…)
Breaking up down You got me twisted Thinking about the way that things use to be When It was you and me girl I was so free See you had my life Like Cupid and I was just down right foolish and stupid But now I know the reason for the pain and the headaches You left me all alone now I can’t even concentrate I guess I’ll wait for the day until you come back Because my heart is where your love is at You got me twisted
I don't want a prince charming, I want a boy that loves me for me,will care for me,promises me forever and actually follows through,I don't care if he's not perfect, or trips sometimes, he'll always be perfect in my eyes.
“She yells because she cares; she cries because she’s frustrated. She randomly smiles because she’s thinking of you, even if you’re already there. She scrunches her face because she’s about to explode, not because she’s constipated. She hits you because she wants to touch you. She stares at you because she’s infatuated. She calls every half hour because she misses you. She lectures you because she’s boss, not mom. She kisses you because she just wants to. She asks you questions because she’s curious, not to be annoying. She wants to know where you are to be with you. She calls just to hear your voice. She walks beside you to hold your hand. She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. She stands in front of you because she wants a hug. Just face it boy; she’s in love with you.”